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Rodrigo. says:
but if they ask for id your screwed
Twiggy. says:
They never ask me.
Rodrigo. says:
yeah kus you scare them
Rodrigo. says:
you even scare chuck norris
Rodrigo. says:
and thats really hard
Rodrigo. says:
chuck norris's tears cure cancer, too bad hes never cried
LAWL.
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[08 Jul 2007|11:09am] |
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It's almost noon.
I haven't slept at all.
And I miss Seb.
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[10 Jun 2007|08:57pm] |
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Twiggy. [<3 faizal] says:
ehh. I'M SO FUCKING BORED.
Twiggy. [<3 faizal] says:
and remind me not to ebay when i'm drunk.
Fix me to a chain around your neck,and wear me like a nickel. says:
LOL
Fix me to a chain around your neck,and wear me like a nickel. says:
best line ever!
LOLZ
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| MANDEE. |
[24 Apr 2007|10:43pm] |
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LAWL.
| x-fetisha's LJ stalker is triplesix! | | triplesix is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also in jail for murder! |
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[24 Apr 2007|10:41pm] |
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So, I was in Sydney from the 17th until the 23rd of March.
It wasn't the best trip ever, but it was okay.
The reason I went to Sydney, is because I needed closure with an ex boyfriend from three years ago. We never technically broke up, we just didn't talk for the two weeks before he left, and that was it.
I didn't get what I needed. We met up, and just talked about random stuff. Everytime one of us would bring up the past, the other would change the subject. After a few hours of that, we said goodbye. Nothing else. I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do, but he is coming to Singapore in September, on the way to see his dad in Germany, so I'll have to force him to talk about it.
I don't know.
But yeah.
Picture coming when I can be fucked.
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| Questions. |
[15 Mar 2007|12:36am] |
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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
I always look people in the eye, no matter what.
2. Think of the last time you were really angry. Why were you angry?
Some bitch told my brother to slit his wrists.
So I made her get down on her knees in front of everyone and apologize.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make one phone call who do you call?
KH.
4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?
1) I'd either tell no one or everyone.
2) Tell him that even though it's been 3 years, I never got over him, and I'll always love him.
3) No.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. Which do you choose? Why?
Love. You can't have love without trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?
Yes. I love animals too much.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse or significant other. Do you tell him or her? Why or Why not?
Yes, because I believe in total honesty in relationships.
8. Your best friend confesses that he or she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He or she is falling in love with you. What do you do and say?
I'd tell them exactly how I feel.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. do you do it?
No. I didn't give a shit about my grandmother.
When I was told that she died, I didn't cry, or feel any emotion whatsoever.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Yes.
11. Does love = sex?
No. It doesn't have to.
12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
I'm not thinking properly and don't understand the question.
I'm half asleep.
13. When was the last time you told someone honestly how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? What did you have to tell the person? Was it difficult?
Don't remember.
14. What would be harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
I can lie very easily, and I can be very straightforward and honest too.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Music. Because I love it way too fucking much.
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Today to my brother, Lee.
17. If you're cross-eyed and have dyslexia can you read correctly?
Again, I'm half asleep, fuck you.
18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?
Rob.
19. Would you give a homeless person cpr if they were dying?
Yes.
21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?
My grandmother. The newborn still has a lot of life left to live.
22. Are you old fashioned?
No.
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did not expect anything in return for it?
Every day.
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Never loved at all. I know how bad heartbreak is, and I NEVER want it to happen again.
25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Have a few days left before I go to see him. I need time. I'm not ready.
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[13 Mar 2007|11:47pm] |
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I wait 8 hours for him, and I don't even know why.
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[07 Mar 2007|05:56pm] |
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Fuck you.
I'm sick of your bullshit.
You're not the person I thought you were.
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| Altar. |
[25 Feb 2007|06:43pm] |
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God, my altar is so messy.
I need to buy a new altar table and stuff.
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[22 Feb 2007|05:23pm] |
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AND THEN ALICE COOPER ATE THE URINAL CAKE MAN.
YES. Wait, no. Sam, is that right?
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[15 Feb 2007|11:34pm] |
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Too many pills.
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[10 Feb 2007|06:47pm] |
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Ana's Song - Silverchair |
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I just heard his voice for the first time in 3 years. 3 fucking years.
I'd forgotten what his voice sounded like, and I never thought I'd hear it again.
But a few seconds ago, I did.
And I felt .. I don't know what I felt.
I felt every single fucking emotion there is.
If emotions even exist.
I'm scared to see him when I'm in Sydney.
I'm fucking scared.
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| Sam, help. |
[10 Feb 2007|05:42pm] |
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I CAN'T REMEMBER IT. Damnit.
'and then Alice Cooper took a shit on the urinal cake man' ?
'and then Alice Cooper pissed on the urinal cake man' ?
It's bugging me.
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| Stupid test. |
[10 Feb 2007|05:35pm] |
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The Stupid Test
Read over these questions, if anything
here has happened to you...
put an X for each that is true.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth
when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth
when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen
door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving
vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something
funny and laughed, then people gave
you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[x] You know that it IS possible to
lick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that
the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle
Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace
and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still
don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[x] You have accidentally caught
something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw,
but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You have fallen asleep in class
and started to talk/drool, or snore
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and
forget what you were talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and
walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use
your "inside voice".
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple
math.
[x] You have eaten a bug.
[ ] You are taking this test when you
should be doing something more
important.
[x] You have put your clothes on
backwards or inside out, and didn't
realize it.
[x haha, a few minutes ago.] You've looked all over for
something and realized it was in your
hand.
[x] you ran around naked in your
house.
[ ]You repost bulletins because you
are scared that what they say will
happen to you if you don't.
[x]You break a lot of things.
[x]You tilt your head when you're
confused.
[x]You have fallen out of your chair
before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try
to find pictures in the texture on the
ceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used many
times a day.
Score is: 24
NOW, take that number and multiply it
by 3
72%
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| Damnit. |
[02 Feb 2007|05:39pm] |
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Just bitched out one of my mom's friends who is a total fucking moron.
He's really starting to piss me off. It's kind of funny though.
He wanted to know what kind of music I listen to, so I showed him, Psyclon Nine, The Schizotron, and MeatBunny.
I fucking swear I almost punched the guy.
'You know, these people, they dress the way they dress to sell their music. It's the attraction to the dress ... BLAH BLAH BLAH ... I don't expect you to understand, but one day you'll look back and realize ... '
I told him just because he's old, doesn't mean he knows everything. So if he's going to try and be a smart ass and show off, I don't want to talk to him. I kicked him out of my room, and told him to go fuck himself and that if he's going to say that kind of shit, know what he's saying, and know what he's talking about.
Goddamnit I've been getting so much of this kind of shit lately.
He also said that the way I dress is just a phase.
This is me. And I know it.
Whatever.
I'm sick of hearing the same shit from different people, over and over and over again.
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[31 Jan 2007|09:12pm] |
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Chasing Sirens - Orgy |
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I seriously need to change my layout.
I just can't be fucked.
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| ISEUGLIGUSKDJNILESKGUNLKGGESDG |
[23 Jan 2007|10:47am] |
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dear twiggy.
we've known each other for quite some time now. we've had countless, endless conversations on the phone, .., through messages and i even told your dad i missed him. i sign onto aim on my phone while i'm tying my shoes before school each morning to check if you're .. so i can say hey before you head to sleep and what not. we even spent christmas eve in new york on the phone. after all we've been through, i think it's time to come out and tell you...
i consider you one of my best friends, ever. you've always been there for me when ever i needed to talk to somebody and have stayed up to all hours in the night to talk to me. and that's something money can't buy, people can't give you, and nobody can deny. i love you and you're one of closest people i've got in my life.
i just don't want you to ever forget that, home girl.
love always,
- bobby b <3
I love him more than anything in the world. ♥
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| Again. |
[18 Jan 2007|12:58am] |
Why is it, that when shit starts to get bad, I still run to your house?
You don't even fucking live there anymore.
I don't know what's going on with me.
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